thank you all for your comments yesterday. each one meant so much. for you to take the time to comment touches my heart.
i found these and they are going to be my mantra today.
i struggle with this everyday. every single day. “once i have a baby, i will be happy.” “once i hit my goal weight, i will be happy.” “after all the walls are painted colors i like, i will be happy.” the list can go on and on.
i am doing so much better with this. most days i recognize and am thoughtful of the fact that we are so happy here. in this moment. but some days i just need a kick in the pants and to be told it is easy to overlook the possibility that happiness is already here.
when i go to bed crying because all i want is a healthy pregnancy, this is when i need those reminders.